i got two new pairs of shoes.

who wants to watch me tap dance?

Fucking high school bullshit that I can't even deal with.

I graduated six years ago and don't plan on going back now.

Not to mention I stopped smoking weed so now I can't even get high.

The end.

+full belly
-not smoking weed
+lots and lots of text messages
-no livejournal friends

*why do i use this thing anyway??

after a brief haitus.

ok.

so.

get me some motivation.

i deleted it.

i almost cried.

but didn't.

Your sentry-men fall behind

You're wasting my time like many crosswords do.
You're breaking the line you just tripped over
Everytime

Your sentry-men fall behind
Into the sunspots we vanish away . . .

You're falling in time like penny dreadfuls do.
Tripped over the line (again)
That's two for flinching.
I'd pay anyone 20 bucks just to do that
Cause everything in this place is freezing
Except for the sound.
It's just a thing that I carry around.

Into the sunspots we vanish away . . .

Saw your face in the mirror said 3 times.

I fly . . .

i've got two.

you want to hear them don't you.

boy and painter just need music now and i'm working on that.

Yup.

Funk is gone.

Amen for that.

today is still rough.

better than last night though.

i was all telling everyone i was fine.

but i wasn't.

held back the tears for the most part.

anyway. it's been a pretty boring weekend with the exception of friday night. i went to the fall out boy concert. i think i was the oldest one there. oh well. they rock.

stayed in the rest of the weekend which was fine because i really didn't want to go out anyway. i wrote some more lyrics and have music too. i might post that in the next few days not sure yet. got the $$ for my new guitar so i am going to go buy that next weekend i believe.

so yup. that is the update.

good luck and goodnight.

I'm sleeping my way out of this one
With anyone who will lie down
I'll be stuck fixated on one star
When the world is crashing down

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds
I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type

Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well
Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own

The only thing worse than not knowing
Is you thinking that I don't know
I'm having another episode
I just need a stronger dose